Post-call

post-call now. claimed time off for these two days so that i have a long weekend off. i wanted to spend some quality time at home and prepare some kuih kapik and arrowhead crisps for CNY. i was looking forward to this weekend for the past one month, but now that it's here, i felt that my festive mood has been masked, which i couldnt understand why.

i realised that i was suddenly craving for oranges and more oranges. i needed my orange therapy. my meals are also messed up coz i'm so bloated with oranges. i'm starting to talk weird things to ppl around me. i'm starting to have funny thoughts in my mind.

i have little grasp of what's exactly happening. it's sudden, hopefully temporary. CNY's approaching.

awaiting the sun

it can be frail,
but if we cling on,
we will not fail,
to carry on.

when it's all done,
we shall see the sun,
breaking the dawn,
telling us we've won.

let it stay

when hope is almost gone,
when the dream is almost torn,
i'll hope and pray for you,
for your strength to start anew.